Post by Tachibana Alena on Oct 13, 2011 10:56:32 GMT -5
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[rs=2] | Alena had walked away from the school not knowing what she was going to do, She had felt awkward and wanted to get away from all of them. She loved her students as a teacher like care, and they were all at home. She didn't want to go home and grade the papers, the fact of where her mind was. She just couldn't get the thoughts out of her head and hated it. It seemed she wasn't paying attention because she hit her head on a pole...one the way to the beach from the school. The mark was pulsing and still hurt, but she was just sitting in the sand watching the water. She had to wonder what her brother was up, what was he doing now? Her sister was probably at work, things didn't feel the same and part of her didn't like it. Not that they had ever been normal, that was one thing that would probably never change. She was drawing in the sand, still just looking at the water. It was so blue, free could do and probably have what it wanted. She didn't complain ever was she supposed to. Okay yea maybe she had a habit of pouting and trying to get what she wanted. But that wasn't what this was about. She just tried to relax, singing to herself she wasn't at home so it wasn't like she was thinking people would hear. She just wanted to try and calm down some before she started to walk home. And ignore the pulsing from the mark on her forehead. "Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can't get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give." She heard rustling behind her, and turned to look after wiping her eyes, she didn't need people seeing anything she was perfectly fine. She held the big book she had, if it was someone trying to hurt her she'd hurt them. It was not a weapon exactly but it would work, she didn't throw it. No she was waiting to see who it was, keeping her own mind and self under control. No one would know a thing about her as far as she was concerned. She didn't know who it was, and wanted to find out, she could throw the book, but she just turned back to the water."Might as well come out already....why are you hiding...?" She didn't like that her brother, or anyone tried to scare her, or just watched her. She was supposed to be the one stalking people. |
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