CIVILIAN, Phelan Shanna

[Shanna Rose Phelan]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,95%,true][atrb=align,center,true][bg=#bcbcbc] SHANNA ROSE PHELAN " Bi-polar Mess " STARE AT THE ESSENTIAL QUALITIES ( the vicinity overflows with the lie. ) NAME: PHELAN shanna NICKNAME(S)/ALIAS: Rosie, Rose, Shanna Rose AGE: Twenty-one BIRTHDAY: November 20th GENDER: Female SEXUALITY: Straight PROFESSION: Karaoke Room Attendant GROUP: Civilians ARCANA: The Star THE LIVING THING IS COMPOSED OF PROTOPLASM ( the mind is sure to wake. ) PERSONALITY: For one, Shanna is care-free she's laid back and a kind of go-with-the-flow kind of girl. She doesn't really let anything bother her, and isn't one to let simple things bring her down. While Rose on the other hand is also laid-back but in a slightly bad way she doesn't care what happens to her, ever. Though she's laid back Shanna is quite depressive she tends to be negative on life. She's pretty much given up on finding happiness and she is just waiting for it to end. This depressive side brings out the masochistic side of Rose. She likes pain and especially loves giving it. Shanna is a very honest person, she tells the truth and rarely lies unless it comes to her feelings that she tends to hide from everyone. While Rose is a determined being who once she has a goal she is sure to complete it. No matter what the cost. Shanna though honest puts things in a very blunt manner. She can also be to honest at times, but mostly if you look like crap she'll be the first to let you know. While Rose is also very stubborn when it comes to things you can't change her mind at all. Ever. Shanna tends to have an adorable personality to most people. She gives out nick-names, makes strange noises when she's disappointed or excited such as 'doi' 'kyan!' and other such remarks. While Rose is very intelligent she may not seem like it, but she's real smart every evil thing she does is done in a smart way though. Shanna happens to be very slow when it comes to things though. You tell her a joke, and it takes her a moment to get it. Though she is smart, she just learns slower then most people. While Rose is just plain insane she likes killing, murder, and blood shed. She thinks odd things and can't help but think of herself as the most amazing person ever. Shanna is also very energetic for how lazy she is she is happy and bouncy when she's with her friend and can't help but be real up beat all the time. While Rose is very hard-working she works hard to get whatever job she's assigned done, she likes to work and doesn't mind getting down and dirty. Shanna is actually pretty lazy when it comes to doing things she doesn't want to do. Which is why she works at the karaoke bar, she likes music and singing so she doesn't mind the work much. Then Rose is hateful she hates almost everyone and everything. She can't stand people and thinks they're all idiots. Finally Shanna is forgiving she can't hold a grudge no matter how hard she tries. As long as you apologize you're pretty much her friend for life. Then again Rose is very polite she talks with respect and at least acts like she has some and uses fancy words. She's quite old styled. Shanna is very obsessive she easily becomes obsessed with things. Especially boys she starts to like if you treat her right she's yours until she gets to be to annoying or in the way for you. Rose finally is just narcissistic she loves herself and only herself, which makes things hard for Shanna to gain friends. LIKES: Video Games Talking Walks Singing Romance Attention Sex Alcohol Drama Dancing DISLIKES: Fighting Bugs Terrified of getting in trouble Medication Girls Water Heat Hope Love Sweets HISTORY: When Shanna was born she seemed normal. She was a happy energetic kid. The type that would go around talking to strangers just because she liked to talk. Her parents treated her right. Until they started fighting every night that was, every day it was another fight. Until the last one before they split up. Shanna can remember sitting on her parents bed watching them scream and yell at each other, she got scared and ran to her grandmother's room, who at the time, was living with them. Shanna sat and played video games with her till she watched her father stomp out the door, and then was lifted up by her mother and ran her to the room and locked the door while her grandma followed trying to stop her. That's all Shanna can remember after that she can't remember much she was only four at the time. When her parents finally got separated, her father had kept the huge apartment they had been living in. Her mother got a tiny apartment and custody over Shanna she only saw her father once a month at first but it went to every other weekend later. Shanna preferred her father's house over her mothers all mommy had her do was sit and watch TV while she went off doing whatever her mother did. Shanna now suspects it was random men. But Shanna had started going to pre-school up to kindergarten at a small christian church, which was fun she thought she had lots of friends. Particularly one boy named Austin who was her best friend until she moved away for first grade. After that they lost contact. First grade was alright, nothing particularly out of normally. But when she reached second grade that's where the real drama starts Second grade her mother had gotten re-married to some man. Shanna was dragged into a house hold with three step brothers and one step sister. A half brother came later on. At first this was great! Shanna made friends with the neighbors the kids played with her and everything was fine. Though starting third grade she began to get bullied for being related to them, for having a bad reputation at school also for being different and more creative then everyone else. She began losing friends and had none, then her siblings began to hate her due to the fact her father actually cared and took care of them, so they'd beat her with they where angry. Then to top it all off her mother, because she'd do anything a man would tell her to do. Put her in the special ed making her feel real dumb, even though the school fought her and said Shanna was to smart to be in it. Her step father thought that she was dumb for it. This lasted up until sixth grade when her mother finally left her step father cause he was cheating. Sixth grade Shanna moved in with her father and was taken out of special ed. Things where good except the bulling and no friend thing continued, but Shanna was used that. By this time Shanna had grown a video game and computer obsession where she was always doing one or the other. She never really talked to anyone and seemed to always try and be alone. She was alright with it though by this time she was used to having no friends. She also had started internet dating and began to learn she loved it, she loved the feeling that someone in this world gave a damn. This was when she met her true love in a whole another area, and received her first kiss, but the broke up that summer due to depression they both where having and she had been scared ever since. Feeling as though she can't be happy without a man by her side so she'd internet date all the time and things went like that up until ninth grade when she finally reached high-school. High school things got better, she went to a smaller and more artistic school. Where EVERYONE there was a weirdo she learned to express herself and didn't mind being open anymore before when she was nervous being touched she now could give hugs to strangers. Though during her freshman year her step-mother who she loved very much threatened to leave her dad and moved out. That night her father drove away and she had learned to stop trusting her father ever since. She also grew a strong phobia of being left and is scared when a boyfriend ever seems like he'll brake up with her she get suicidal over it. Her sophomore year she got her first real life boyfriend. Though she was going through and emotional time and it ended in two weeks due to the fact she had a mental break down and had a suicide attempt (that was caused by Rose). She spent eight weeks going to out paceint therapy sessions until she met the second love of her life, Sam, which is a long story that made her pretty much the laid back girl today. Though she's still in love with him she pretty much accepts the fact he'll never love her again. So she doesn't cry over it anymore. CONCEALING YOUR SELF-CONTRADICTION ( will you continue displaying yourself? ) OOC NAME: Rosie CONTACT: Look at Violet PASSWORD: approved HOW YOU FOUND US: Alto NOTES: FACE CLAIM: [b]POKEMON, White:[/b] shanna rose phelan THE DAYS YOU WISH FOR TO A SKY THAT WON'T ANSWER ( break them! this tainted heart and door of time. ) lyrics taken from PROTOPLASM by RENTRER EN SOI

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