Post by Hasegawa Masaru on Sept 1, 2011 15:44:44 GMT -5
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Masaru is incredibly insecure about almost everything, having been put down so often he just got used to viewing himself as not good enough. However, he plays this off as a joke, not wanting other to worry about him. It makes him come across as a joker if someone picks up on it. He is also prone to be jealous of others, due to the low self esteem and insecurities. Masaru has a very short attention span, even if he can be dedicated, he will get easily distracted after a certain point. He can also be easily agitated, mostly when concerning his esteem issues.[/ul]
LIKES:
- Sleep.
- Listening to music.
- Strawberries.
- Drawing, it’s his stress relief.
- Watching the rain.
DISLIKES:
- Too much sun.
- Constantly being viewed as second to his sister.
- Heavy metal music. It actually hurts his ears.
- Graveyards. He watched a zombie film as a child and it’s haunted him all these years.
- Studying.
HISTORY:
It was pretty soon after his Twelfth birthday that his problems really started. His dad had gotten a hold of some of his test results, and to say he was displeased was an understatement. He called his son a complete failure, and mentioned how he was such a failure in comparison to his sister. Masaru can remember clearly how much this broke him. How it made him feel completely useless. His mother didn’t know anything of it, she was often working late. His sister tried to help, but seriously, how was telling him that he just needed to try harder meant to help?
It wasn‘t until he turned fourteen that everything got too much for him. He had a breakdown, and there were fears he would take his own life it got so bad. During the time, all he could seem to think of was how he was never good enough. Never good enough for anyone or anything. But, it was at this time people saw his sketchbooks. Normally he hid them, if he was bad at everything else, why would his art be anything to be proud of? Sure, they were dark. They were depressing. But they were good, which was something his mother was proud of. She didn‘t care that it wasn’t academic. She supported him, and by age 15 he was back to his old self.
At least on the outside he was. Masaru smiled and acted like everything was amazing, but it wasn‘t. His dad still called him a failure when he could get away with it. His sister completely overshadowed anything he did by exceeding him. Which was why, once he had been accepted into Shigayomi High School, he announced he was going to move into the dorms. He needed his space. He needed to be away from the man that screwed him up so badly. By living in the dorm, he stood a chance of making friends. Of finding himself.[/ul][/size]
SEARCH FOR THE REASON FOR EXISTING
( the true future starts to appear. )
LEVEL: Level one
RESISTANCES & WEAKNESSES:
- Null: None
- Resists: Fire
- Weak: Lightning, Light
- Repels: Dark
- Absorbs: None
SKILLS:
- Foul Breath: Increases an enemy’s susceptibility to ailments.
- Rakunda: Decreases one enemy’s defence.
- Sukunda Decreases one enemy‘s agility
- Mudo: 25% chance of instant death on an enemy using darkness
BACKGROUND:
WEAPON:
CONCEALING YOUR SELF-CONTRADICTION
( will you continue displaying yourself? )
OOC NAME: Maximum
CONTACT: PM would probably be the best
PASSWORD: approved
HOW YOU FOUND US: Advert on A Sound Soul.
NOTES:
FACE CLAIM:
[b]POKEMON ADVENTURES, RED:[/b] Hasegawa Masaru[/size]THE DAYS YOU WISH FOR TO A SKY THAT WON'T ANSWER
( break them! this tainted heart and door of time. )
lyrics taken from PROTOPLASM by RENTRER EN SOI
[/blockquote][/td][/tr][/table]( break them! this tainted heart and door of time. )
lyrics taken from PROTOPLASM by RENTRER EN SOI
